#tbt to when I was just a #cadet and he was just my #boyfriend :) Life is too short to be too serious! :p  :) #singer #singersongwriter #actress #latindancer #model #airforce #militarygirl #militarycouple #blogger #mixedgirl #mixxxedchicks #black #hispanic #latina #hispanic #morena #mestiza #nativeamerican #cherokee #miskita #caribbeangirl #trini #cayman #irish #english #naturallycurly #curlyhair #usafa #filipino #pinoy #pinoypride

#tbt to when I was just a #cadet and he was just my #boyfriend :) Life is too short to be too serious! :p :) #singer #singersongwriter #actress #latindancer #model #airforce #militarygirl #militarycouple #blogger #mixedgirl #mixxxedchicks #black #hispanic #latina #hispanic #morena #mestiza #nativeamerican #cherokee #miskita #caribbeangirl #trini #cayman #irish #english #naturallycurly #curlyhair #usafa #filipino #pinoy #pinoypride

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My husband’s dad has been in a coma for almost 10 days now. Uncertain how he will be when we pull the breathing tube.

This has been the hardest week of our lives. I love my husband, but I didn’t expect to have to deal with this kind of crisis for a long time. We literally JUST got married and I’m here trying to be the best wife that I can be for him and a good daughter-in-law for the family.

The first few days were full of tears. We didn’t know if he was alive or dead. At least now we know he’s breathing on his own over the machine. These stupid doctors can’t agree on their damn reports. Some say there’s no chance, others say there’s no way to tell. One doctor uses the term “brain dead,” the other says “Um, no that’s definitely not true.” The emotional roller coaster alone has been taking a toll on the family.

Now, this life has already become second nature. Mom will stay over one night, we take another, most nights it’s Justin’s sister or older brother. The ICU is as familiar as our living room. The beeps on the machine are as normal as the sounds of the TV on in the morning. The hissing of the air pump connected to his dad’s lungs is as natural as the air conditioning in the house.

At this point, we are done crying. We just want him to wake up.

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Life is too short to be too serious! :p  :) #singer #singersongwriter #actress #latindancer #model #airforce #militarygirl #militarycouple #blogger #mixedgirl #mixxxedchicks #black #hispanic #latina #hispanic #morena #mestiza #nativeamerican #cherokee #miskita #caribbeangirl #trini #cayman #irish #english #naturallycurly #curlyhair #funnyface #silly

Life is too short to be too serious! :p :) #singer #singersongwriter #actress #latindancer #model #airforce #militarygirl #militarycouple #blogger #mixedgirl #mixxxedchicks #black #hispanic #latina #hispanic #morena #mestiza #nativeamerican #cherokee #miskita #caribbeangirl #trini #cayman #irish #english #naturallycurly #curlyhair #funnyface #silly

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Another going-away party with the boo thang and friends and family :) #singer #singersongwriter #actress #latindancer #model #airforce #militarygirl #militarycouple #blogger #mixedgirl #mixxxedchicks #black #hispanic #latina #hispanic #morena #mestiza #nativeamerican #cherokee #miskita #caribbeangirl #trini #cayman #irish #english #naturallycurly #curlyhair #pinoy #filipino

Another going-away party with the boo thang and friends and family :) #singer #singersongwriter #actress #latindancer #model #airforce #militarygirl #militarycouple #blogger #mixedgirl #mixxxedchicks #black #hispanic #latina #hispanic #morena #mestiza #nativeamerican #cherokee #miskita #caribbeangirl #trini #cayman #irish #english #naturallycurly #curlyhair #pinoy #filipino

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I’m a fighter. Always have been always will be.   #singer #singersongwriter #actress #model #blogger #airforce #military-girl #mixedgirl #mixxxedchicks #black #hispanic #latina #morena #mestiza #nativeamerican #cherokee #miskita #trini #cayman #irish #english #naturallycurly #curlyhair #latindancer

I’m a fighter. Always have been always will be. #singer #singersongwriter #actress #model #blogger #airforce #military-girl #mixedgirl #mixxxedchicks #black #hispanic #latina #morena #mestiza #nativeamerican #cherokee #miskita #trini #cayman #irish #english #naturallycurly #curlyhair #latindancer

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http://girlzone.com/long-distance-love. On top of singing, acting and being in the #AirForce, I also do some freelance #blogger work :) My article for Girl Zone @girlzone1 is now a featured article on the home page.  It’s on #longdistance #relationships , something I have first-hand expertise in. Feel free to read it and the other one I did on #sexting. Just search ma name. Feel free to ask questions and suggest topics on my #tumblr: thenicquerobinson. #singer #singersongwriter #actress #model #blogger #airforce #militarygirl #girltalk #teengirladvice #loveadvice #girlcode #mixedgirl #mixxxedchicks #black #hispanic #latina #morena #mestiza #nativeamerican #cherokee #miskita #panameña #nicaragüensa #colombiana #española #caribbeangirl #trini #cayman #irish #english #naturallycurly #curlyhair

http://girlzone.com/long-distance-love. On top of singing, acting and being in the #AirForce, I also do some freelance #blogger work :) My article for Girl Zone @girlzone1 is now a featured article on the home page. It’s on #longdistance #relationships , something I have first-hand expertise in. Feel free to read it and the other one I did on #sexting. Just search ma name. Feel free to ask questions and suggest topics on my #tumblr: thenicquerobinson. #singer #singersongwriter #actress #model #blogger #airforce #militarygirl #girltalk #teengirladvice #loveadvice #girlcode #mixedgirl #mixxxedchicks #black #hispanic #latina #morena #mestiza #nativeamerican #cherokee #miskita #panameña #nicaragüensa #colombiana #española #caribbeangirl #trini #cayman #irish #english #naturallycurly #curlyhair

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#smile through it all. Come rain or shine. Even though it’s hard. #singer #singersongwriter #actress #model #nomakeup #airforce #militarygirl #mixedgirl #mixxxedchicks #black #hispanic #latina #morena #mestiza #nativeamerican #miskita #cherokee #caribbeangirl #trini #cayman #irish #english #naturallycurly #curlyhair #sunlight #panameña #nicaragüensa #colombiana #española

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Praise Him in sunshine and rain. This has been a tough week for the family. In addition, @jdelac25 and I are moving from our #hometown of #houston #texas to the #airforce base at #grandforks #northdakota. So many scary changes are happening to us right now. But lately, I’ve come to rediscover that #God is in control and our #faith allows Him to do great things in our lives. I’m ready to see #miracles in our lives once again. #awesomegod #heisincontrol #singer #singersongwriter #actress #mixedgirl #mixxxedchicks #black #hispanic #latina #hispanic #morena #mestiza #nativeamerican #cherokee #miskita #trini #irish #english #blackandwhite #militarygirl #christian #naturallycurly #curlyhair #hope #whenyoubelieve

Praise Him in sunshine and rain. This has been a tough week for the family. In addition, @jdelac25 and I are moving from our #hometown of #houston #texas to the #airforce base at #grandforks #northdakota. So many scary changes are happening to us right now. But lately, I’ve come to rediscover that #God is in control and our #faith allows Him to do great things in our lives. I’m ready to see #miracles in our lives once again. #awesomegod #heisincontrol #singer #singersongwriter #actress #mixedgirl #mixxxedchicks #black #hispanic #latina #hispanic #morena #mestiza #nativeamerican #cherokee #miskita #trini #irish #english #blackandwhite #militarygirl #christian #naturallycurly #curlyhair #hope #whenyoubelieve

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On my #wedding day, I surprised my husband with a #song. People kept asking me if I would sing at the wedding but I was like “Naw, that’s a pretty lame thing to do. It’s so expected.” So, needless to say, I got him good. I sang #ComeWhatMay from #MoulinRouge, one of our favorite musicals. It was hard because we were both tearing up and I wasn’t sure if I’d be able to finish. It was pretty emotional. But I do love him so much and that song perfectly describes our relationship. If I ever find a video, I’ll post it :) #singer #singersongwriter #pianist #piano #actress #mixedgirl #mixxxedchicks #black #hispanic #latina #morena #mestiza #panameña #nicaragüensa #colombiana #nativeamerican #cherokee #miskita #trini #biracialcouple #biracialmarriage #pinoy #filipino #islander #irish #english #militarycouple #airforce #model

On my #wedding day, I surprised my husband with a #song. People kept asking me if I would sing at the wedding but I was like “Naw, that’s a pretty lame thing to do. It’s so expected.” So, needless to say, I got him good. I sang #ComeWhatMay from #MoulinRouge, one of our favorite musicals. It was hard because we were both tearing up and I wasn’t sure if I’d be able to finish. It was pretty emotional. But I do love him so much and that song perfectly describes our relationship. If I ever find a video, I’ll post it :) #singer #singersongwriter #pianist #piano #actress #mixedgirl #mixxxedchicks #black #hispanic #latina #morena #mestiza #panameña #nicaragüensa #colombiana #nativeamerican #cherokee #miskita #trini #biracialcouple #biracialmarriage #pinoy #filipino #islander #irish #english #militarycouple #airforce #model

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